Written by: David Veira
1st
It was twelve years ago, July, heat to make you fry
85 degrees at night wanted to die
Mad hot, spot this dime the time 8:00
Jail bate looking, thought of hooking despite central booking
What got me shooken, she's with her moms, I knew her for years
She hangs out with my brother and fears, nothing
I got to lay low no doe to play the baler
Hour glass type figure like Holly Berry but taller
Sexy grin skin silky smooth no abrasion
Stays in gear that clear no matter where the men are gazing
Faze in, I got to pursue, ditched the crew
Stepped to her mom's real quick to see what she can do
She said for you, I'll hook it cause you took it to the source
Got introduced and said I'm Gauge don't mind the breathless style my voice
gets horse
No remorse, she said your mother named you that with force
Talk about my moms and take a loss
"Stay calm Gauge" no reason for me to fuss
To make her pay is a must, caught up between love and lust
Chorus
I'm really caught up in her looks but we can't get along
Every week's a fight tell me what's going wrong
Is it love or lust between the both of us
I need to know its feeling like my head is gonna bust
2nd
The next day, I lay in my bed, thinking hard
Asking God, is she the one, son my mental scarred
Keep up my guard, with all the ballers in NY
She might try, to defy, so on looks I can't rely
Spy on her every move lusting the figure
Ready to pull the trigger on any man that seems to dig her
The picture gets bigger, stay in tune
Got together at high noon, wasn't intermit but soon
June, the next year, I swear its love
Doing any forbidden thing that you could ever think of
Clubs, erotic trips but I hated her views
So my feelings was something that she can easily bruise
Love or lust, never discussed, every week we fuss
I'll cuss about her thinking of herself what about us
Trust, come on she's a dime and men creep
When she's out with her friends I couldn't sleep until I get a beep
Saying she's home late night pacing heart racing like its ready to bust
Caught up between love and lust
Chorus
3rd
It gets worse, first she vows to never go astray
If I stay, it's hard to say what type of price I'll pay
A day in May, on the phone steady yelling, brain swelling
I got to leave before I turn in to a felon
Keep dwelling, on her looks, hard decision
Back to being alone again is all I can envision
Never, rather sever a lung, she got me strung
Didn't like her friends tried to control who she's among
Hung, without a rope, to cope, is getting tuff
Dissing me in front of all of my boys calling my bluff
Had enough, can't leave, "why" I think you know
Hiding the way I feel inside cause my cover don't want to blow
Were it go, partying every week, drink sharing
Staring at me dead in the face with eye's tearing
Showed care on her part, broke my heart the next week
Over the phone, there's someone else I couldn't speak
Seek my Lord and Savior to explain to him us
He said to move on a must, showed me love and took away lust
Chorus
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